Why can't I stop?
How do I stop?
This unwanted tendency is consuming me from the inside and no one realizes the pain it brings. It destroys my thoughts and corrupts my actions, it hides like a dark shadow in the night.
When do I stop?  
This filthy desire chases me like a predator, its relentless. I'm tired. I don't want this anymore. And maybe I've been asking myself the wrong questions. Maybe I need something more, wait... Maybe I need someone.
Who can save me, from me?