To love someone
Is a choice
I have learned this the hard way
Screaming
Crying
Asking why did this have to happen to me?
It's a thing I brought on myself
Love
And when you read that word
Read it with disdain
Love is a choice
So is hate
But there is no in between with me
So I chose
I choose to hate you
With everything I have
Because if I don't?
I'll love you until it kills me.