To love someone
Is a choice

I have learned this the hard way

Screaming
Crying
Asking why did this have to happen to me?

It's a thing I brought on myself
Love

And when you read that word
Read it with disdain

Love is a choice
So is hate

But there is no in between with me
So I chose

I choose to hate you
With everything I have

Because if I don't?
I'll love you until it kills me.