Not tonight, I think to myself, although today was soothing in it's pace.
Spending time tinkering with oven grease, domestic moments on my knees.
Still, not tonight. I care none for the ache of human neediness. I wish not to concern my feelings with another person's wants. I want us all to be satisfied with what we have tonight. We can't have all our cravings. Only the bits that fall in our lap.