I never felt good enough , always alone

No matter what I tried
I saw contempt in your eyes

You fed from my depression
It seemed to be your obsession

When I am gone will you think of what was wrong
Will you see how your lies fed my goodbye
OR will I still take the blame and not tarnish your name

Don't cry for my death as I cried all my life

It never bothered you to see my pain
So do not mourn me the same

I take leave of life or what it was suppose to be
Tumbling into the darkness ..

~forever always alone