Today is your birthday, And I should be happy, But my grief from your lost Is causing me despondency. Our memories flash in my head constantly, And honestly, I still wish you was here so I can be Daddy’s little Girl To. Maybe that’ll take away my Fears Of guns and bullet wounds. The blood that splatters and fumes, And nothing that I can do to stop My mind that assumes The president will continue to let This resume in the sake Of living I wish I had you to groom My life when needed. I see little girls hugged in their daddies arms, And all I can do is close my eyes While my insides are screaming. I wish this despair would go away. Lord is this a wakeup call For the sins I have to pay? The grief that takes over my Life, And the non-existence of allay, But you know everything happens for A reason, Even though sometimes in my heart I feel treason of betrayal and Cool season. Daddy my time with you Was very S H O R T. I’ve became anti-social, And built my own private Fort. Lord I have no resorts, and I’m down to my last. Lord what am I supposed to do when, School, friends, family, and life Kicking me in the a$$? Daddy you’re rested up and gone, I just pray you left me a spot Next to you when I get Home. I pray when I start feeling like this That you’ll never leave me Alone. Daddy I will try and make My success seen for your sake, And finish what you didn’t. So upon your decease, Daddy may you rest in peace. ~October 27,2001- November 16,1974~