Wasting all my time drowning in these bottles. Hoping for a chance to start all over again. Stomaching the bitter taste to forget what i'll never get back. But forgetting is easier said than done. And darling, i'm a wreck. Just waiting for a chance to redeem myself. Get out of this place, and start a better life. Forget the pills, forget the knife. Death is no salvation. Just an easy way out for the ones who just can't take it. So what's left for me? I guess time will tell. And in that time i'll try not to fully immerse my being in the poison that surrounds me.