oh **** i missed a spot on the wall, i painted my face instead: any creases or wrinkles apparent? ex hominem... that’s related to a universal person, the whole notion: wouldn’t you? that’s the paradox contra ad hominem - for it to be true you'd need to be a universal person in a universal scenario... but since you're a particular person in a particular scenario... we're meddling in untracked territory of freedom... the freedom that's not coupled to doubt but the freedom that's coupled to denial... and here come the priests saying the former is evil... and the latter good... bigots and sheep ******* the whole lot of them who mumble prayer but can't tell you directions to the library for the anti-****** of monday's sanctimony, of tuesday's operatic tabernacle, to wednesday's: the cure's friday night i'm in love, to fatty thursday not using pancakes... to one good friday where the crucifixion is not repeated using actors and the audience of shadows... to saturday the day of binge drinking... to sunday when lucifer said the words: i illuminate turning helium into hydrogen and not turning the new testament into the old testament... to the remnant first monday after: eye for an eye... i won't take your money to spare you... keep that filth with you - buy yourself a parrot... or a labrador... i won't take this "adequate compensation" not one bit... better me bitterer on the street or as a satanic sacrifice... take it with you... i'll have my eye for an eye in the realm to come; good sir... it would be counter-intuitive otherwise... it would go against newtonian physics to be recompensed with money rather than an undamaged brain.