How I read your words and invision the taste of the lips that spoke them into a page scented with your essence. I travel on road and gravel, pavement im enslaved and it hurts, the distance is far like life under earth, reachin for light and air but cursed and trapped wanderin and wondering, pondering while sombering, alive yets death is the sight far from your touch, Whom I seek is the love not rushed but hushed soft like plush that write rights with a right that was never left hangin wen pledging their soul infront of christ, is that too much? Im crushed.. A kiss for an eternity thatll leave the waves crashin the rocks on the spot we saw the sun set, a memory distant like mines from you, i rot. Darken my thoughts seem but the intent to remain the same as the same I was wen we split, I am. but change came in the appearance, because im looking more for you than what I left behind. Because I want a piece of you for me, and not what used to be mine. You see im just here waiting the scene to take place, where the rain will tickle my face, trickle down in my past tears place and trace, only to see you look back once and tell me I wasnt your mistake, I made you better , something! Like sometimes It hard to leave when you still have alot to give , but time wasnt in the place to have those gifts be presented, Now the presence is a wishlist of things thatll never live up too. Like finding a love like you...