Moving forward "Onward & Upward" I plan and I plot Coffee spilling out of my lungs As my heart aches with what once was I know you must, In your boy filled cocoon Miss and long for me too.
"Its been so weird." You said, I will never forget Or stop replaying the look in your Hazel eyes The love won and lost.
We wanted so much We planned so much We hoped for so much As my filthy hands longed to hold us together We fell apart like shattered skeletons But you assured me time will heal and mend.
I'm just so glad My words, my thoughts, my art Could speak to you for the final time I imagine we will come face to face Our hearts both pounding and echoing Our friends surrounding us While I dodge the blame of men around me There was no world in which You morphed into the man I need and long for.
Showing up, airplane You skateboarded past me But truth be told, I never intended for such depth But I don't regret it And I can't keep it But I like ME, better Without you.
The sky looks so sad today As if still recooping from the loss of sunshine I thought the world of you But I never really saw you Until you wronged me But it was much too late.
"You didn't turn out to be who I thought you were." What a painful and heart breaking phrase But I copy and paste Authenticity Sleeping in another mans bed Here and there But I hesitate to give myself away Because I know I can pleasure me
Mamas always got something to say But your caliber was not quite In line with mine But I spit and frolic My hands lifted into the sky Free, the noose around my beak I let it fly free in the wind.