Disgusting.
Is the way that I feel when I woke up to a text saying “make me ***”
Am I only here for ***?
Horrible.
Is how I thought of myself after saying no and you never talked to me again
I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
Cry.
Is what I want to do because your insensitivity shot down all my confidence
Angry.
Is how I felt when I figured out that all that time you had been using me
But then I realized that I don’t need you
and now
Beautiful.
Is the way I feel when I wake up and look at myself because I know only what I think matters
Proud.
What I think of myself now that I figured out that I don’t need you to be confident with myself
Laugh.
Is what I do when I look back and realize what a tool you were
Happy.
Is how I feel now knowing that because of you I discovered that i don't need anyone to make me feel wanted
Because now I know what I want
And being your "side chick" is definitely not it