this morning I felt it in a damaged knee smelled it on the air watched the clouds with knowing atici…………pation winter was coming and its brutishness would not easily go unnoticed -- the steady preparatory ant the fattened bear thick with salmon grease and sedge grass ole man Barkley splittin’ cord wood dark brown chew spit trickling from the corner of his downturned mouth… and the migrating geese – my skin prickles at the air and the visions of the season to come holiday meals and family gatherings cooking and sharing little rolling hills for sledding trimming a tree in the cozy warmth of our country home –