I want to be beaten I want to be bruised, abused, broken I want to be tossed and dragged and tumbled and damaged Submerged, Screaming, I want to be alone, deafened and voiceless Immobile against this weight and force Trapped in my body Frozen, shocked, unconscious;
Loving you is like love from the ocean
Surrendered,
Reborn rejuvenated renewed refreshed Alive for the first time Clean and whole and glowing Afloat in the widest strongest gentlest arms Rocking the world (my world our world) to sleep.