I don't want to sleep.
The nightmares are coming back.
I don't like the voices.
The voices are telling me to do bad things.
I don't want to get another addiction.
The addiction is craving for more of it.
I don't like to feel alone.
The loneliest is returning.
I don't want to feel unwanted.
Thoughts occuring.

Depression is catching up again.
Go away!
I don't want to be lost in the void again.
Someone help me.
Please, please.
Someone.

No one there to save me.
My hand stays empty
Open to clasp on to a helper.
Its almost to late.
I have little time left.
Please, please.
Someone help me.

I don't want to lose anyone anymore.