One puff. I know I shouldn't be doing this I'm just going to regret it I thought I was strong enough to resist But he makes me feel so good.. This will be the last time.. I promise.. Two puffs. I don't want to stop The peak of nirvana is suddenly tangible I can feel him creeping inside of me I have to make this one last This will be the last time.. I promise.. Three puffs. Can this be real? I can feel your warmth next to me My fantasy has become my reality Is this the happiness that I've been looking for? I'm happy now.. I promise.. Four puffs . Why is everything going back to normal? What's going on with us? Weren't we just happy moments ago? I can feel it slipping away.. Please don't leave.. I'm sorry.. Five puffs. Where did it all go..