forced to testify for crimes not committed pushed by many with cheshire cat smiles the courtroom is a cage with bars of steel memories no lawyer hired, no amendments required simply because no one cares anymore she was her own defense attorney against a world that relentlessly persecuted honest and sensitive souls the jury full of grey faces that show no mercy everyone is a judge and your case goes on forever impartial bailiffs put a gun to your head until you begin to wish you were dead what's the point of crying "i didn't do it" to an empty room so she took a deep breath and for the first time, she let go.