You sealed the deal
Now there's sadness I can't conceal
You look so happy
I've been observing you lately
I cry every night
Before I go to sleep
I'll turn of the lights
To hide the pain that I can't keep
I have so many questions
Can you please explain?
I think of all situations
And I think I'm insane
I shouldn't be crying over you
I know I deserve someone new
Someone who will love me
Someone who'll stay true
But I guess I'll be hurt again and again
And this'll repeat a million times ten
I'm used to being used as a toy
I'm used to being played by boys
I won't give it a rest
I'll ask you silently
Be a hundred percent honest
Do you still love me?
I'm in a world where hope is vague
It's quite simple, really
The world isn't what it seems
And don't you just think it's silly?
Do you still love me?
I ask again and I felt the pain
You never answered
Then I knew, there was nothing I'd gain.
I was hopeless
It all felt like a dream
How we used to be happy
How loving we seemed
But now it's just a blur
Our battle against the world ended
It was you and me together
But everything has faded
Do you still love me?
I ask one last time
I'm screaming, please hear me
And tell me you're still mine