it seems like you've got problems
too big and too hard for me to comprehend
but I want to know your problems
and tell you that it'll be alright
I want to feel you
feel your emotions,
feel your lips against mine,
feel you next to me.
I need you to allow me to love you
and I need you to love me back,
not because I love you,
but because you love me.
I want to know what it feels like
to be loved by you...
the heartless you,
the you who doesn't want to love again.
I want to get to know you,
to get to talk to you every single day,
to be able to call you mine,
but I cant
because I'm scared to tell you
that my heart aches for your love
and I can't help but just
look at you
without you knowing.
everyday I think of what could be
if you loved me back.
I think too often of what your fingertips
would feel like...
I think too often of what your lips
would taste like
I think too often of everything that could be
only if you loved me.
Sep 8, 2016
Sep 8, 2016 at 5:33 AM UTC
it seems like you've got problems
too big and too hard for me to comprehend
but I want to know your problems
and tell you that it'll be alright
I want to feel you
feel your emotions,
feel your lips against mine,
feel your body next to me.
I need you to allow me to love you
and I need you to love me back,
not because I love you,
but because you love me.
I want to know what it feels like
to be loved by you...
the heartless you,
the you who doesn't want to love again.
I want to get to know you,
to get to talk to you every single day,
to be able to call you mine,
but I cant
because I'm scared to tell you
that my heart aches for your love
and I can' help but just
look at you
without you knowing.
everyday I think of what could be
if you loved me back.
i think too often of what your fingertips
would feel like
Sep 8, 2016
Sep 8, 2016 at 5:23 AM UTC
Why do we choose to hate?
Why don't we just live peacefully among ourselves?
Why do we have to live in a chaotic state?
Can't we all just be friends?
Can't we just love each other like we're supposed to?
Can't we just let hatred end?
It's so sad to see a world full of hate. It's so heartbreaking that we have to ask ourselves if it's okay to go outside without the fear of being attacked, if we're safe to be around other people with the thought of having someone hate us for being who we are. I don't understand why we can't just live in a peaceful world where we are all acceptant. I want to live in a world where I am safe, where I know other people are also safe, where we all love each other. I have only been in this world for a short amount of years and I am subjected into a world where I am not safe. I want to make a change but what can one person out of seven billion plus people do? I want us to stand strong, to hold hands with one another and do something, change the world into a better one. I pray for the world. I pray that somehow, we can get through this. I pray that we can all find in ourselves a merciful compassion. I pray that our hearts our not infested by hatred. I pray that we learn how to love.
Jun 12, 2016
Jun 12, 2016 at 1:24 PM UTC
no, you don't understand
you never will
because I hide the truth
underneath my skin
my scars hide the truth
and show you the lies
you never understood me
so you became another scar of mine
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 4:34 AM UTC
Hello, I've been calling you
I tried stopping myself
I don't know what to do
Please, answer, I need help
I hear the echoes of my voice
Pick up the phone
Hello? There's no noise
Please tell me you're home.
Goodbye, I'm going to give up
I'm sorry I wasn't enough.
I might try calling again
Goodbye, please answer then
Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 9:28 AM UTC
stop trying to be mister nice guy
when everyone knows you're the complete opposite
stop spreading awful lies
and make everyone think that's the truth of it
you smile pretty pretty
but then suddenly want to **** me
don't you dare stab me behind my back
i'll grab your knife and stab you right back
i don't get why
you have to tell lies
when everyone knows you're lying
there's no point in vying
what's your problem?
you're so paranoid
you can't solve them
just because you're life is a void
you seek happiness
in times of people crying
because you know that your fakeness
is finally working
no, don't get me wrong
i didn't fall for your stupidity
d'you really think i believed all along
all your lies and all your fake stories?
Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC
when will i get to see
a world no longer scared?
scared because it scares itself,
scared because of hatred.
why can't we change the world?
because we can't change ourselves
is it too hard to ask for love?
is it too hard to change?
how did all this happen in the blink of an eye?
how did the world suddenly collapse?
collapse in a way it seemed like it could never
ever be fixed again
where will this bring us?
to a place of peace or war?
where will we see ourselves?
as of now, nowhere far
Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 11:13 AM UTC
*cracks on the wall
copy the cracks in my heart
every time i fall
i'm torn apart*
Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 9:59 AM UTC
*when you no longer
give me flowers
my heart began inking
roses*
Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 3:48 AM UTC
You sealed the deal
Now there's sadness I can't conceal
You look so happy
I've been observing you lately
I cry every night
Before I go to sleep
I'll turn of the lights
To hide the pain that I can't keep
I have so many questions
Can you please explain?
I think of all situations
And I think I'm insane
I shouldn't be crying over you
I know I deserve someone new
Someone who will love me
Someone who'll stay true
But I guess I'll be hurt again and again
And this'll repeat a million times ten
I'm used to being used as a toy
I'm used to being played by boys
I won't give it a rest
I'll ask you silently
Be a hundred percent honest
Do you still love me?
I'm in a world where hope is vague
It's quite simple, really
The world isn't what it seems
And don't you just think it's silly?
Do you still love me?
I ask again and I felt the pain
You never answered
Then I knew, there was nothing I'd gain.
I was hopeless
It all felt like a dream
How we used to be happy
How loving we seemed
But now it's just a blur
Our battle against the world ended
It was you and me together
But everything has faded
Do you still love me?
I ask one last time
I'm screaming, please hear me
And tell me you're still mine
Nov 7, 2015
Nov 7, 2015 at 11:35 PM UTC