My imagination blurs my vision, Site replaced with thoughts, Memories taking over my consciousness, Words screaming inside my skull, Thoughts pounding against my temple, The barrage of emotions engulfs me, yet again, Stealing away my breath, Reducing me to shallow gasps, Pricking my eyes to the point of tears, Throwing me down, Crippling me, ******* me under the waves, Drowning me with questions, Why you?