hello.
i am tired.
emotionally exhausted.
i'll be on a plane tonight.
and i have been so excited to leave,
said i was so sick of this town
wanted to make the world my playground but
now that i'm really leaving i feel nothing but a sick
sort of sadness in my chest,
a bitterness that is because i have realized that
it was not this town i was sick of,
it was myself.