And each time she fell, it became harder and harder to stand back up. But somehow she did. Each time.
And then one day she was carried.
She was lifted off the ground and was no longer in pain. She was no longer worried about healing. She saw new lights and could touch the clouds. She felt love growing and it did not burn.
It was not jealous or boastful. It was not envious or overbearing. It was pure. It was modest. It was better than a gift because it was a seed. She had to make it something special and it was not instant gratification. And she didn't realize this at first. But she has realized it now since the last time she fell and that is all that matters now.