When i search for myself It was found In others I craved attention Like it was my antidote Want me, need me, kiss me, Want me, **** me, **** me You never needed me I found myself in others In his blue eyes, in his green ones In his laugh, in his smile In his touch, in his mind With him, I want me, i need me, I care for me So that i may be whole for him So i can find myself within myself Not in his stunning blue eyes Not in his art Not in his hands Not on his body But within myself