my friend told me
today that i might
have something
called,

       (n)     Pocrescophobia.

which means the fear of gaining weight.

i always had a
problem with
eating. i never
wanted to eat
that much,
because i was
always worrying
if i would get fat.

i'm 173 cm tall
but i weigh less
than 50 kg.

people say i'm underweight

but to me, i'm heavy.  
                         fat.

you guys might think
that it's sick for me to
think that way but it's
the way i am. i just
watch my weight a lot.

it's not that i'm anorexic
or anything like that, it's
just i watch my weight
really carefully so i don't
go over a certain amount
of kg.

just putting it out there but
if you have the same problem,

you're not the only one.