I have been beaten by people who told me they love me
I have been cut my words and by blades
I have been harmed by hands of people I care about
I have been killed emotionally over and over again
That's why I'm scared
I'm scared that you only say you love me
I'm afraid you will leave
I'll never find anybody like you
I know it's true
For once I'm a person not a toy
It's beyond strange to feel safe in somebody's arms
I trust you which is scary because I trust no one
I'm fragile and you know it
My heart is racing one thousand miles a second
I love you and I'm scared of losing you
The thought is horrifying
I feel like you'll never hurt me
But I can't know for sure
I have felt a lot of pain
I have fought so many battles
I have tackled being beaten
I have survived being *****
I am learning to handle my emotions
You know my secrets
You know what I've been through
Someway, Somehow you still prove that your love is true
If you ever leave
It may as well be the death of me
I'm so scared of messing up
I don't know what to do
I feel like I'm mean
I don't like to cry in front of you
You know how to hold me up
You know how to show me you're there
Nothing in my life has ever been this good
Nothing for me has ever been fair
You are so different
You're beyond compare