I was thinking the whole time that you want to take care of me because you don't want me hurt. Is this how it's supposed to be? If I only knew that this part is coming I shouldn't have got my hopes up that you would not ever hurt me. I know I messed up. And we are always like this when I make mistakes, only when I made one. But when you make one, I can't just get mad. I can't punish you. I can't even think of the things you are making to me. There's no part that I regret, but there are lot of things I can't easily forget. I wish I was sleeping right now cause we agreed to sleep early, but my thoughts awake me and that hope you'll say something back to that three words I uttered to you. I don't have any idea if you are just punishing me, or you want me to experience what you felt, or you just forgot that you love me. I don't understand. I don't really get the point of this. You promised to protect me, but you failed. Cause I am currently wrecked. I crushed my own self in a state where I don't even know where  to search for myself. The thing I regret in all of it was the attitude Im faking that I will always be fine.

-You failed to protect me from you.
Oct 26, 2015 23:54