i guess i shouldn't care
but I do

i keep telling the world that i'm strong
but i'm breaking inside
and no one knows

i guess i should move on
but nothing is clear

nothing is clear

why?

why did you lie to me?
i know you did a thousand times

and i've believed you every single time that you did, but

why?
why did you lie to me?

you knew i've dealt with these in the past.
you knew it would hurt me.
but why?

i'm so tired.
i'm so tired of the lies you tell me.
it's probably not true this time either.
and

i know i shouldn't care

but

i do.

i've trusted you.

i've trusted someone in a long time.

i trusted, even after the lies you told me.

i know i shouldn't care.

but what am i?
a plaything?
an object?

why are you doing this to me?

do you want me to cry every night?
for trusting you?

you knew that i was gullible.
must you use it against me?

because i guess it don't hurt,
but i guess it does.

the heartburn is still there.

why?

why do you do this?

i thought you cared.
i thought you genuinely did.

but in the end,
no one does.