I don’t care
If it’s something
Silly
Or
Insignificant
It hurts
Time and time
Again and again
I let this happen
No escape
From feelings like
These
They haunt
And taunt
Until I breakdown
Until I cry
You laugh
Tell me I’m
Ridiculous
But I’m really
Not
Things have just
Been building
Up
And I don’t know
Where to put
These bottled
Emotions
I can’t
Control
Them
I let them infest
Every being
Of my
Body
With no one
To go to
No shoulder to
Lean on
I’m confused
And
Feeling abused
I’m sick of
Everything
My mind has
Checked
Out