lately
i haven't been
feeling well
and i'm sorry if
i don't smile as much
i'm sorry if
my words hurt a bit more
i'm sorry if
you don't like how i do things
and
i'm sorry if
instead of hurting myself
the way i used to
i am hurting you instead
it's hard to scream
without my voice
now i can't cry for help
now i have to wait
for someone to see me trying
i'm sorry.