In my head rings the call, of my swiftly beating heart, and I find my thinking, way back to the start. Had I known the future then, what would I do? Because the pain of loss, was a lot to go through. But I like to think, I'd have still chosen this path, though many wish otherwise, and on their behalf, I will say this much, and this much only, though so much has changed, I'll still die being me.