Everyday it gets worse
Drowning in my own thoughts
Gasping for air
Shaking
Freezing
In the cold emptiness
I felt when I knew it ended
I thought I'd be okay
But it crosses my mind more often than not
I just want to feel warm again
Wrapped in familiar limbs
Breathing in every moment we had like it'd be our last
I thought I was okay
It's clear now
Despite the visions of your eyes corrupting my view
That I'm not