I see images of you flashing in my mind pictures my heart holds on to so one day I will find you with all the hate I face every day from someone who has promised love a broken heart and broken skin are what I have to show I keep moving, holding on to what I have of you just an image my mind has made of you a reality I dream a love I crave your touch I want to feel your embrace I just hope I am not too damaged for you so much pain has been put on me I have bled for love before sustaining toxic cruelty psychotic rage driven abuse there's a lot of anger and sorrow in my heart a lot of fight left in me I endure silent tragedy being in this love separated by doubt and misery I am all I physically have my illusions are my own I hope I find you before it's too late