Michael I need you now I need someone to talk to and there's nobody else but you who else could possibly know what to say why did you have to die that day cause I can never not love you you're what I imagine a man should be something like a soulmate to me God why, we were so young I can't believe these words on my tongue this lack of control is a nightmare I cannot accept **** having to have the inalienable regrets why can't we go back to january don't know how itll happen but you have to be there with me