I was welcomed by the strong breeze of air that tickles my face as my hair sways to the rhythm of the wind saying, “Here we are again.”
It’s the hour after midnight and people are now dealing with their own dreams and nightmares- a monochromatic place of one’s fears and desires- where reality becomes a blur in the midst of our own darkest place.
And I, reminded by the same thoughts and feelings from two years ago asked for more time to be with her- to feel the warmth of her arms as I bury my face with the embrace of blues and bliss from the woman I first loved.
With this, I asked myself: Is there anything sadder than the clock’s young hand who forever runs to meet the older one?
Just like us, who continuously run for our time before the battery of our life becomes dead.
Surprisingly, the moon hides its light tonight as if she, alone in that vastness of starless night felt my forlorn litany right now in this hour of departure, in this bittersweet place of coming and going that its inevitability is a cycle which we would all endure as long as we breathe the fragrance and stench of life.
Hours left, and the light of our home will leave, a month filled with memories have passed- memories with love from the heroine of my life who battled with time and distance- the hardest of all human battle.
As I stood here, I know how the sky with the infinity of its stars will engulf my tranquility, as I again wait for her comeback, forever looking above where we are all under, just like how the world waits for the sun to shower its light in the following days to come.
made this poem for my mom. the strongest woman i know.