I'm drowning in sea of air the wind it's making me cold but I'm not shivering.I'm having a great time but all I hear are the voices I can't think strait and I don't know what to do no one to talk to no one to hug me no one to love me alone that's all I am alone I can't talk to anyone they can't know the secrets inside my soul I want to be free but your pulling me back and its like an attack.I want to have fun but I can't breath *** I'm choosing to be free but what's Gonna happen to me.that's the thing though I want to be alone but I never really am alone because your always here for me no matter what I can run all I want but I always end up running to you and why is that I don't run from you but take a detour to just delay me running to your arms..I guess I'm saying that no matter how much I want to be alone you your always there.