If feel so lonely
the last time we didn't talk for 7 weeks
was before you learned
how to even talk

There's too many stories
I didn't tell you
Too many problems
I couldn't share

I made life changing decisions
without discussing them with you
So much is happening
but you have no idea

There's a wall between us
you told others to tell me
I shouldn't call anymore
I don't know
if that caused more anger
or pain

I can't reach you
I'm waiting for you
to give some signal
I cry every time
I miss our conversations

I can't break this wall
is it my stubbornness
or yours
telephones
versus what'sapp

If I could reach you
could I overcome my stubbornness
And tell you
how much I care

And if you
would try
to reach me
would I
pick up my phone?