Oct 2015
driven to madness*
by the thoughts
which punch in my face
generated by the inexplicable
things I can never have
so ******* miserable sometimes,
but everyone goes through that, right?
so is that okay?
is it ever okay to feel like this?
what, weather the storm?
I suppose I'll get through it
yet I don't want to plunge into
the salt ridden fury
all alone
so here I stand,
driven into the fog
where I feel like I thought
I saw the glimpse and understood
how the planets rotated in unison,
yet there was this streaking comet
spitting flares of breathtaking warmth
sweet like the particles of brown sugar
yet all in all the fog only thickened
and now I dwell in the depths
of a cluster **** solar system
and the planets even
may not spin at all
and now I walk
alone in the heaviness
*of a smothering fog
by the thoughts
which punch in my face
generated by the inexplicable
things I can never have
so ******* miserable sometimes,
but everyone goes through that, right?
so is that okay?
is it ever okay to feel like this?
what, weather the storm?
I suppose I'll get through it
yet I don't want to plunge into
the salt ridden fury
all alone
so here I stand,
driven into the fog
where I feel like I thought
I saw the glimpse and understood
how the planets rotated in unison,
yet there was this streaking comet
spitting flares of breathtaking warmth
sweet like the particles of brown sugar
yet all in all the fog only thickened
and now I dwell in the depths
of a cluster **** solar system
and the planets even
may not spin at all
and now I walk
alone in the heaviness
*of a smothering fog
