He looks up to me
Like I am the best
Nothing I can ever do
Will make him love me any less
The beauty of a child's innocence
Seeing only good
Not yet scorned by this world
Loving unconditionally
Both big and small
Caring for all
Never want to take him out into this world
Wishing his beautiful little heart
Will always remain the same
Never get hurt
Never turn cold
He looks up to me
Seeing only my best
When will he realize
All the shit in my head
Praying his eyes will never change
Seeing only the good
Seeing me forever the way he does now
I have so many flaws
Make so many mistakes
I do try my best
But will always fail
Hoping he will never hear
Any wrongs in my past
He will always hear my words
Of this unconditional LOVE
May he never cease to touch me lovingly the way he does
His little hands never pull away
May he grow up
To be who I believe he is
And never doubts that I only tried my best
Giving him a life filled with everything I never felt
May he feel loved deeply
Feel happiness from within
Feel the sense of fulfilment
Which I never received
My only wish in life
Is that my son
When he is grown up
To know the love I had for him
And with all my flaws, faults, mistakes
That he is the reason I have grown
My motivation to be better today than yesterday...