The days run together,
Never seeming to end or begin.
I wish time could freeze
And I could pop this bubble that I’m in.
Lack of air is beginning to enclose.
My head grows light.
All I want is his embrace,
His touch—
The one that makes me curl my toes,
And never want to let go.
I want him to send me away from this stupor.
His smile,
I need to survive;
My addiction to him grows stronger.
His face appears with every blink.
His voice hums with mine.
My heart aches with every breath,
My fingers tense with the memories,
The clonking of my teeth grows louder,
And you seem even farther.
Without him,
The walls of my bubble condense.
Without him,
Nothing in my world makes sense.