Your first love changes you completely
Your no longer the same naive person you were a year ago when you wished to be in love
It's hearing their voice in a crowded place and looking around only to realize that instead of green eyes staring back at you there brown
It's seeing pieces of them in everyone that comes after
It's waking up in the middle of the night reaching around for him only to once again realize he's gone.
It's not sleeping enough and crying to much
It's not eating and not speaking to others because you know the only words that will come out of your mouth would be "I loved him"
"I still love him"