paradise has been claimed by the force of the world stolen from me like all of my being now drowned by by the wave of present. I will be there for you, i never was. i am now, so i feel, here left like all of the world to tend for my shards of moments, preserved archived saved we bleed a million times by each others hand, what could we possiably have done. fear wraps its worldly vice it grips me, and i must go keep my escape to paradise or just the feeling of your love, and mine.