Today I saw you and though of telling you my feelings,
but i know you don't want to hear it.
even if everything i say now is truth,
wont help for you love him, and I'm in love with you.

this heartache makes me want to cry
but instead of tears, I choke up my sadness.
for I don't want them to see
that I'm crying, because I'm falling for you badly

"it's just a little crush," that's what I say
but it's making a big hole when I see you every day
for when I follow your stare, it leads to him
and sometimes, I feel like tears are going to make my vision blur

I know it's pathetic, but when you talk to me
I feel so pleased and happy
but still, I know that you're not going to love me
'cause your heart belongs to him completely

you're just a fantasy
and you'll never love me in reality
I know that someday you're just going to be a memory,
that I will remember when I'm lonely

but someday is not yet today
it still is far, far away
but I wish you'll notice anyway,
that my heart is breaking
and even though I'm smiling
just look in my eyes
and you'll see that I'm dying