When im alone at night breathing to myself I begin to think the things that led to this event I feel myself detaching from my body and becoming the fear and anger i have inside me I cant forgive myself And now im starting to regret Because getting used is quite not so good Deep down i know it was my fault But i still expected a call when i got home I think again and realize how you were more than just a "friend" Now the important thing ive learned is To never **** around with friends Or the boys that once told you "your such an ineresting girl"