I drowned
in the
sea of my
feelings
for you

The depth
so great
that even the
sunlight rays
can't reach

Maybe that's
how I slowly
deteriorated

How you
destroyed
me completely

I was
too busy focusing
on the good
that I
repressed
the bad

I was
too lost
in you that
I forgot myself

I forgot
how to swim;
how to go
back into
the light;
how to save
myself

But it
was too
late

All rational
thoughts of me
leaving you
left me

You were
my idea of
perfect

Maybe that's why
I am what I am
today

So broken
that no
one can ever
break me
again



*c.a