Because when you carry the world on your shoulders you tend to get heavy this is one of the few cases when what doesnt **** you makes you weaker becuase no matter how strong you think you are a sin can break it so why even struggle why try to find the cure when the disease was all you where hoping for put you out of your misery and drop the world of your shoulders let your loved ones live on the floor so you will live no more because when you carry the world on your shoulders breathing becomes a chore and there comes a point when you are to tired to be anymore