Something Real

Oh how I wish it was her who you hurt.
I wish she was the one struggling to catch her breath while drowning in a river of tears.
I wish it was her who realized you are not who you said you were just a little too late.
I wish upon her what I wouldn't wish upon anyone.
or at least I did.

Until I found out.
I found out you were lying cheating ****.
Although she hurt me, she does not deserve the hell that comes with you.
She deserves better. She deserves real.

She will be choking on the harsh breaths brought on by the tears.
Lost in the lust, or the love, that was never anything to you

She's the next victim.
Who devotes time and effort into something pointless something fake,
never to gain any assurance in the end.
That anything and everything she did was noticed.

I feel pity for her.
stuck in a bear trap,
gnawing not at her limbs,
but at her heart.

Leaving her broken,
worn down,
tattered,
feeling worthless.

She will come to me,
Knowing I was right about the horror that is you.
Knowing the inhumane things you are capable of,
and I will tell her what I learned.

She is better, more beautiful, stronger,
then anything you deserve.
She is not worthless, and her heart is mendable.

My words are worth hearing.
You tried to take away my meaning,
but I truly found myself without you,


I found my strength,
my self worth,
and every little thing in between.
Because without you, I am no longer a slave to a worthless cause.

Without you, I am free

-k.r