Once each year I endure the day indistinguishable To my own eyes when the tunnel has been traveled And the light has won the war Innocent soul Like no man has lived to see before
It is on that day in a future present That I cease to judge myself and others And no longer feel the pain Or the crooked irony Of a heroic heartbreak Like a lightning bolt to the chest Or a vacuum ******* away my breath Here now in peace I rest
echoing "for the anniversary of my death" by w.s. merwin for an assignment