I love being abused
the feeling of be able to earn love
but never being enough
abuse is my drug
I look for meaning in the words they sing
whether male or female
I can give them all they need
I guess thats why i fell for you
why i got addicted to you
you gave me all that i need
all i was asking for
all wanted to see
but honestly
I have been abused my whole life
your just the only one
who used the words
I love you
to **** me
to take the inside of me and put it on display
created a weapon out of a piece of art
ruining my perspective of beautiful
you  took abuse to the next level
told me I was the abuser
telling me i would never get it
leaving me just so i can feel the empty
than telling me I shouldnt feel anything
you see you discredited my belief
you used love
the sharpest weapon
to abuse me