The lights flicked on One by one They were so bright Like a thousand suns Closer and closer Row by row Knowing they were coming My body froze And finally the light Poured down upon me A mess of life I couldn't speak I couldn't move It hurt so bad Frantically looking For a thought to grab But it simply doesn't Work that way And the light just wouldn't Go away And suddenly an arena Was built around me I was on display For all to see A disgustingly pathetic Reclusive freak Their laser eyes blinking In robotic sync I'm hunching over Head against my knees Hoping to disappear From these awful things But such luck Just won't come my way So I'll suffer and suffer Day by day No one knows Just what it's like To have a hole So big and wide Right in the center Of your heaving chest Bloodying everything You cherish best A hole for wicked hands To reach inside And rip out everything That keeps you alive So I'll keep looking For another soul With stains of blood Upon their clothes And when I do I'll reveal my own The tragic flaw That the anxious hold