In a room full of people I still feel alone. I’m miserable, I’m sad, I'm lonely. Don't know what steps to take to get to a better place in my life. I made him my everything and now I’m left with pieces of my heart shattered everywhere. I didn’t mean to make him my everything. I dropped everyone for him. He was my future. I try to get him out of my mind but I can’t and it’s tearing me up inside. I’m killing myself slowly. I don’t want to feel this pain anymore. I’m hurting each and every day. I’m tired of crying. I’m trying my hardest to move on but it’s so difficult. This is just pathetic on my part. I’m strong but this is the part where I question who I really am.