Like you, love is dumb you see? you acted it out like it was a play! That's not how you do things, man. love isn't a word you can say. You're starting to control the things around you in the worst way possible, think! think. Mizar...think.
No more games, no more silly little board games. Remember? You hate those things, haha! Shut up! I'm serious now. Seriously, stop.
If you keep thinking some day your head will pop. If you keep feeling depressed some day people will stop. They'll stop liking you and talking to you and drift away. You've seen it before, it actually happened today.