i saw you today
with that girl.

you guys were
sitting in front
of each other,
laughing and
talking like no
one else was
around you.

like you guys
were in another
world.  

in your own world.


i was in my own world of tears and fears.


fear that I'm going to be alone forever.
tears that you're never going to look at me
       the same that i look to you